when?

i feel so happy

i feel so sad

it's easy to breathe

it feels like there's a knife in my heart

i wanna life forever

i wanna end this fucking life and reality

it feels so easy to wake up

i won't wake up cause i know you're not there

i feel so happy, cheerful and powerful

i feel so desperate and stress out

the red one is when you're not here for me
the green one is when you're here as my everything

maybe you'll ask me 'why?'
the answer: because you're everything..............:')