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12.13.2010

How It Feels: give someone we love at most A REVENGE:)

it's not an evil revenge. it's about HOW TO REPLY HIS KINDNESS

pasti kalian pernahlah ya jatuh cinta sm seseorang yang selalu kasih kalian kebahagiaan. pernah gaksih kita mikir gimana rasanya dia ngasih itu semua ke kita? pasti gapernah yakan? gue jg gitu awalnya, tp skrg gue udah sadar. kebaikan harus dibayar kebaikan. pengorbanan harus dibayar pengorbanan. dan disaat itu lo berhasil bikin dia bahagia.

sekarang gue udah gamau lagi peduli sm apa yg dia lakuin. kalo dia seneng ya kenapa engga? bukannya cinta itu melihat yang dicintai bahagia? wlpn kita ditampar, ditendang, dijatuhin, dibuang, asal itu bikin dia bahagia kenapa engga? bukannya dulu mereka ngelakuin yg sama ke kita?

gua cuma coba nyadarin; kehadiran seseorang baru terasa kalo orang itu gaada, mungkin disaat kita bertindak seenaknya ke mereka, mereka yg nangis. tp disaat mereka gaada dan semuanya udah sangat terlambat, kita yg bakal nangis karna semua penyesalan. kita gapernah tau apa yang bakal terjadi bsk:')

I'd rather hurt and die than see you turning ur face back from me

12.08.2010

How It Feels: HAVING A LIL BUSINESS:D

BAGI YANG MAU BIKININ PACAR, SAHABAT, ORANGTUA, KAKAK, ADIK, DLL SCRAPBOOK, BISA CONTACT GUE MELALUI cBOX!:) KISARAN HARGA: 150-250rb BAHAN GUE YANG SEDIAIN:D KALIAN CUKUP KASIH FOTO AJA:DD AYOAYO!!!

12.05.2010

how it feels: heading exams

SO HELLOOOOO~

waddup there my loveliest readers? hope happiness are around you all. soooo i wanna tell you that........

TOMMOROW IS MY FIRST TERM EXAMS!!!

you know?!?! actually i really truly panic but as usually, I'M TOO LAZY-_-

sooo guys, please, WISH ME LUCKKKKKK!!!!:D

this boy always fill the slideshow of my mind




12.04.2010

What You Mean To Me?

you're so undescribe-able. i can't describe you with words by words. sometimes it feels so hard to understand you but that's why i choosed you. cause you're different, you're SO unlike any others.

when you asked me to be your wife (even it just a kidding) i feel so happy and believed in you 1000000000000%. cause i take it serious. i believe that you're the one i'll spend my lifetime with. am i wrong? i wanna be with you always always. even i need to sacrifice something or fall down just to show you my weakness, i'll

YOU DON'T NEED TO FIND OUT MY WEAKNESS CAUSE YOU ARE

12.01.2010

feelin' empty down and so lonely

feelin' so lost
don't know what else i can do
i know i was so damn wrong
until can't sleep, can't eat

i'm so desperate of losing you
keep spelling your name on my sleep
keep counting the time until the morning come
can't face the day anymore

i'm begging you
i'm down on the floor
beg you to stay here
beg you to forgive me

you know tht i can't but why did you scare me?
are you happy now?
are you happy of making me feel like dying?
why you're that cruel huh?

That's why (you go away)

Baby want you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up

Now you're the one to make it stop

I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

 
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing

That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me

Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head


Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere

Don't know which way to go
There is so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore