list of good songs when someone leave you

1. no air - chris brown ft. jordin sparks
2. broken strings - nelly furtado ft. james morrison
3. what you mean to me - sterling knight
4. remembering sunday - all time low
5. thunder - boys like girls
6. i swear this time i mean it - mayday parade
7. like we used to - a rocket to the moon
8. losing it - never shout never
9. harder than you know - escape the fate
10. speechless - lady gaga

try to hear 'em all ;)

how it feels to be a shs student

it's been about 3 months in SHS

gue selalu inget, gimana pas gue pertama kali masuk ke moonzher sebagai seorang peserta penerimaan siswa baru. rasanya janggal, aneh dan serba cengo. gue gapernah masuk sekolah negri sebelumnya. ini pertama kalinya :')

pas PSB (re: penerimaan siswa baru), gue terlalu hopeless sama serangkaian testnya. sekolah yang gue mau ini sekolah terkenal, sekolah yang paling banyak diincer orang di tangerang selatan. semua orang tangerang pasti tau sekolah ini. oh god bisakah gue?

setelah beberapa bulan, gue liat pengumuman di websitenya dan gue keterima. itu rasanya WOW banget. GUE, AMANDA KARINA PUTRI, BISA MASUK SEKOLAH UNGGULAN, DI KELAS RSBI! oke gue lebay tapi sumpah mungkin pencapaian yang paling luar biasa menurut gue adalah INI.

pertama kali masuk sana gue (selalu) cengo. gue gakenal siapa mereka. gakenal mereka kaya gimana. but thanks god gue sekelas sama nana, temen smp gue dan pas MOS hari ke2 gue kenal sama tanti yang akhirnya jadi temen gue banget

MOS gue lewatin, gue mencoba masuk OSIS. persaingan antara 150an orang dan cuma 33 orang yang diterima. alhamdulillah my name was there. gue seneng banget. padahal awalnya gue juga hopleless :( thanks kakak kakak 23 dan 24 thanks for this chance :') LDKS dan LDKI gue lewatin. badan capek tapi kebayar dengan rasanya masuk OSIS. ada disekeliling orang orang hebat dan cerdas. phew. rasanya bangga banget

hidup gue di SMA gak gampang. bener bener hal yang gak gampang. segala adaptasi dari SMP ke SMA, dari swasta ke negri, bagaimana rasanya berada disekolah unggulan. semua beda banget. ibaratnya: biasa makan disuapin sampe abis, sekarang boro boro disuapin, cari makan aja sendiri. tapi gue harus bisa, HARUS.

persaingan dikelas gue ketat. gue ada disekitar orang orang dari smp unggulan lainnya. mereka yang punya banyak prestasi dan gak butuh banyak adaptasi. gue yang cengo. tapi gue gakbisa cengo! sampai kapan?

gue usaha. pergi jam 6 pagi, sampe rumah jam 5. jam 10 kadang baru tidur, jam 3 bangun buat belajar. gue fun ngejalanin ini semua karna emang gue tau ini pilihan gue dari awal. ini yang gue mau, apa gue harus nyerah diawal?

dan hasilnya?
mungkin gue belum berhasil jadi yang terbaik. tapi ini adalah bagian dari perjalanan gue buat ngasih orang tua gue yang udah mahal mahal biayain gue. believe me mom, dad, semuanya gabakal pecuma. i'll give you both my best :')

tapi pada intinya, gue gak nyesel buat masuk moonzher, gue gak nyesel buat masuk kesekolah ini. gue bangga, gue seneng, gue ngerasa kesempatan ini gak cuma-cuma. karna bagi gue, lebih baik menjadi orang yang bagus diantara yang lebih bagus, daripada menjadi orang yang paling bagus diantara orang orang yang tidak lebih bagus dari kita :) 

i proud to be a part of #moonzher25 :)

ABS

hello guys long time no post :D

so i have a topic tonite and it's all about a teen's thing called ABS. abs means: asal bapak senang. so my sociology teacher told us this strange word. and i thought like oh my god that's so true!

what does it mean?

Asal Bapak Senang. seorang remaja, pada umumnya, pasti pernah melakukan sesuatu berdasarkan ABS ini. seperti mungkin pas kita lagi belajar, kita bakal ngelakuin apapun buat muasin orangtua kita dan bikin mereka gak nyesel karna udah sekolahin kita. iya gak sih? pasti pernah deh ngerasa kaya gitu. pas dapet nilai jelek kita jadi ngerasa down banget soalnya takut bikin orang tua kecewa

how it attacks you?

mungkin diawal awal itu standard dan gak muluk muluk, semua orangtua mau anaknya pintar. ya itu masih simple. tapi kadang kita terlalu over. mungkin disaat orangtua kita sekedar bergumam pengen punya anak seperti apa kita kaya kepancing ato kesindir dan terobsesi buat ngalakuin itu even when we don't like it at all.

why it's so dangerous?

karna disaat kita jadi terlalu berambisi buat nyenengin mereka dan bahkan mungkin ngelakuin sesuatu yang bukan keinginan kita AT ALL, itu malah bahayain kita sendiri. kita jadi gampang depresi dan frustasi. kita ini pemilik hidup kita, kita yang kendaliin jalannya. orangtua itu yang membimbing mana yang salah dan yang mana yang benar.

how to prevent it?

1. pikirin matang matang apa tujuan hidup kita. karna kadang disaat kita blind akan masa depan kita, orangtualah yang ngisi itu. dan mungkin disaat kita udah setengah jalan kita baru sadar kalo itu salah buat kita
2. jalani kewajiban kita, tapi jangan lupa kita masih punya hak untuk ngejalanin hidup kita
3. hargai pilihan orangtua kita, karna gimanapun juga mereka punya arti dibalik pilihan mereka dan mereka gamungkin nyelakain kita :D

okay guys, cukup sekian. no offense ya :)

love today♥

sooooo i really love tday♥ because after a long long time we haven't meet, then we finally met!

sooooo, awalnya dia dateng kerumah gitu naik motor kesayangannya wkwk trs pas gue ketemu dia depan pintu dia bilang 'sinideh sini' trs gue diajak ke garasi. gue kira dia mau ngapain gitu eh dia ngasih mawar putih gitu AWWWWW♥ gila kan dari kapan tau gue pengen mawar putih :') trs gue langsung kabur kedalem soalnya malowww hihi. trs abis itu kita kaya ya ngobrol2 ketawa ketiwi abis itu akhirnya kita ke teko mau lunch yowesss.

pas diteko lunch di wendy's dan kebetulan flazz gue masih ada isinya HAHA abis itu langsung ke gramed nyari kertas surat tugas bu asmaniar-__- abis itu kita ke Fun City karna gue pengen photobox. awalnya dia malu malu domba eeeeh akhirnya napsu juga wkwk. jadinya hasilnya......GITUDEH hihi :3

abis itu kan ujan jadi kita pulang dengan sedikit gerimis eh pas udah deket rumah ujannya guedeee banget untung bisa langsung nyampe hihi. pas dirumah dia pengen mie gitu yaudah deh makan mie hihi :3 abis itu kaya becanda becanda trs gue digendong wkwk lumayan odong odong gratisan :p

daaaan akhirnya dia pulang :') sedih banget tp gapapa hope next week we can meet again :")

Love you Rangga♥♥♥♥♥

mau

padahal ini harganya kurang dari 100rb loh :'' mau banget. apalagi kalo dipakein film yang udah expired!!! beuh perfect!

my oh-my-god facts

i'm a photographer but i have no sense on how to combine the settings on my camera. i never mind about the ISO, shutter speed etc. i just press the CLICK and voila! whatever will be will be wkwk

When people ask me about them i'll tell 'hmmm i dunno. forgot :p' but actually i never know them +_+

ohyeah my PRA-BLP'll come soon. just wish that i could have the best score :D AMIN!

my photo quote project (Y)

Comments? fill my cBox :)

COOL!

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SAM!

hello guys? how was your day? mine was good :3

so imma tell you about one of my favourite teacher. his name is SAM! he came from wales. and my class love him so much! he's full of fun. he's SO unlike other teachers. he always makes games for us and plays with us. he doesn't mind if we call him by his name without 'mr' or 'sir' or something. it makes us feel like he's our friend.

this is sam:

sam actually a rapper in his country. and now he's becoming a full-of-disaster-teacher. he often showed his rap in the class. HE HATES BIEBER! hahaha. last week when we played game, he lost and he must sing BABY! then he sang it with silly expressions.

well, sam said he loves indonesia. wow! he's not even an indonesian but he loves it, why we can't?

bye, xoxo

(almost) 16 months togetherness

"i've been waiting my whole life for someone like you"

-Christopher Drew

well, i never tought that you could be 'that' guy
a boy i never met before. i knew you from a social network. i added you and never expected that you'll be mine. until finally we did this god's wave. and 1969 made us together.

thunders, suns and rainbows.
we did it together from the morning until the night came, from a sunshine that turned into a big rain and made a rainbow. never tought that we could be this far. and you made me feel like 'hey what could i do without you?'

love can't choose
am i choosed you? i even didn't know you before :D thanks God you made me meet you. thanks god you gave a joy in my life. please god, don't seperate us :'3

love come and go
but your love?
it's an exception :)

hellyeahlove♥

• Love never look at you like you're a stranger♥
• Love always treat you like you're their queen♥
• Love will never ever look at another things instead of you♥
• Love has 10001 reasons to be with you♥
• Love never give up♥
• Love will be around you in the goodness and jerkness♥
• Love can't see you, but feel you♥
• Love never use their eyes, ear and mouth. they use heart♥
• LOVE CAN'T CHOOSE♥

Love is YOU

in this all tired days............

i was so prefer to be alone. don't know why, i love to talking with myself. even i looked like a crazy people. i don't care what they said. i really don't care at all

days going perfectly like hell. i believed that it's a god's plan for me. for make me stronger, for make me better. i try to patiently wait until it ends. oh for god's sake, i'm tired. i just can't facing this whole fucking days. i want a rest. without anyone in this world can disturb me. please, even just for a day in my whole life; i wanna be alone

this head saving lotta things. i think for lotta things. oh God, why shs is harder? why life is harder? why everything going harder?

god, gimme a way to face it all please :(

me and color!

i am.....CRAZYEAH!

FREE! woohoo!

so hello guys! sorry i can't fill you in this whole days because i'm too busy even for just check what happened in this life! do you know? i'm really really tired :"(

UPDATE(S):

1. done my midtests. the results? not bad ;) (i guess)
2. done the session of MU-MPK today (came home at 6 everyday :() pssst! a aji became the newest MPK leader and teh intan became the vice leader. congrats aa teteh :3
3. rangga is a new bb user wkwk :p
4. aaaaand I (ALWAYS) NEED HOLIDAYS

i have no idea what i have to write in here. maybe tomorrow i'll fill you again blog :3

catch ya later ;)

recent update(s)

1. Still on the exams week. Math and physic drove me crazyeah!
2. Rnggnrrchmn still stole my heart. Irreplaceable
3. I wrote his name on my hands everyday.
4. Tomorrow is history and electronics. Phew no exact finally!
5. I need a rest PLEASE.