Ciao!: March 2012

3.31.2012

updates

Hello fellas! here are my recent updates:*

1. had a new glasses

2. had a new SUPPA SHORT haircut:"<

3. had a new favorite doll named "PANCAT' :3 it came from the sky(?) no, i got it from a claw machine and now it's mineeeee<3

cacat tapi unyu:'3

4. experiencing instagram B-) follow me: amandakarinap

things going worse these days, but i have to go on:')

xoxo,

Nindash

3.29.2012

Harry Potter Studio Tour, London

really wanna go there. i wish one day i would go there:')

3.27.2012

3.23.2012

i never show that i'm sad and upset. i never show that actually i need someone by my side. i never show that i actually wanna be loved. who knows that i'm crying inside? i'm tired of pretending that i'm this crazily-happily-ever-after-girl

i'm tired and exhausted and fucked up enough.

3.22.2012

young but mature

having kinda weird days. can't do the exams well. i think i ruined my life....

yesterday i got this idea

after people judged me behind my back, how if i ask people about what they think about me. most of them said that i'm a good cheerio and yet a good friend, but also some of them said that i'm too much and so hypereact. yeah good to heart that. and this answer really made me laugh last nite:

dafuq. i swear i'll be slim next month.

i hate to know that people are talking about me behind my back............... and i'm finally now preparin myself to be forever alone and friendless. kay, life sucks.

at last, no matter how many shits that people said behind your back, just be yourself(:

xoxo

Nindash

3.18.2012

life updates

it's a weird photo but i love how my face looks like enjoying something teehee>:D

suddenly craving for:

secondhand serenade concert april 2012

disney on ice april 2012 (craving for this thing like from years ago)

kangen makan tuna melt. mau lagi. mau. mau. mau.

sekian dari nindash:)

xoxo

Nindash

John Carter!

so i watched this movie few days ago..........

awalnya pas diajak nonton ini cuma satu kata: hah? gue yang udah lama sekali tidak melihat lihat film baru dan menjadi sangat kepo ini gakpernah denger kalo disney ngeluarin film baru berjudul john something. tapi pas udah selesai nonton: AMAZIIIIIIIIIING AAAAAAAAMAZING. karna apa? KARNA WOOLAAAAAAAAAA:3

another cute creature:3

don't judge a book by its cover. woola is a loyal monster;)

so film ini alurnya alur mundur gitu cerita tentang si john carter. awalnya rada horror soalnya ada manusia manusia botak berjubah yang nawarin orang buat uji nyali didunia nyali(?) tapi ternyata ceritanya not badddd!

scenes

dejah:3

and because of this film, i changed my twitter's location into......

jasoom:)

so tomorrow is the first day of my midtest:) wish me luck guyssss!

3.17.2012

last day of happiness

so this is my last day of happiness. which is means....tomorrow i have to fight and can't havin fun, just for a week. ya, JUST A WEEK. i can't say that tday is a good day. it's a suppa bad day!!!-_- bad at least, i have photos to post:')

i'm just a reckless geek:')

my brother, the one that will always beside me, fighting for future:')

that's all i can give. i'm not on my mood to interact with people. i just wanna be alone.....:') and i hope he's okay there:'D
xoxo

Nindash

3.09.2012

feelin' blue

keep singin sad songs, keep singin our songs. dunno what to do
i'm all alone, and i'm nothing.

feelin so sad
like there's a big hole in your heart.
and it makes me keep on crying and keep on blaming myself.

no more someone to call everytime when i need to talk.
no more someone who'll hear my childish-ness
no more someone who'll rub my hair and tell how cute i am when i act like a baby
no more someone who'll say a good morning and a goodnite

okay i can't be this weak girl anymore. i gotta be strong................:')

thankyou(s)

thankyou for shared me 1/6 of your life:)
thankyou for gave me everything you can
thankyou to always be there whenever i need you
thankyou for taught me things that no one else can't teach
thankyou for gave me more than happiness, comfortable and love
thankyou for spent all your time with me
thankyou for the surprises and gifts
thankyou for made me ever feel that special and important
thankyou for made me found out that actually 'nothing really lasts forever'
thankyou for accompanied me during the dark times
dunno..... just so speechless:')

don't you think i'm totally happy here, dude. i feel the same way too. but........ i just don't think that you can be better:') i won't believe in people too much anyway..... i just realized that everyone that comes will leave us soon. it's my bad for loving you too much. i know i'm sucha fool for think that it'll works.

just take care of yourself there:') you deserved someone better, kay? make everyone around you proud. be tough, be a better person:')

just.......thankyou for everything:') it means a lot for me.............

xoxo,

nindash