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2.29.2012

March: Love isn't My Cup of Tea

it's 1st of March 2012. last nite was the worst moment of 2012 so far.

i met Cameron this morning and he taught us about idioms. then he said 'Not my cup of tea' which is means 'Not my thing' and it inspired me A LOT. love is not my cup of tea anymore...... like maybe i won't start any relationships :|

let's start my resolutions:)

  • 50kg
  • be a stronger person
  • increase my income
it's never easy to be alone, dude.
xoxo,


Nindash:)

2.28.2012

last day of febuary

thanks for the fucked-ups
thanks for the memories
thanks for the happiness and sadness
thanks for those who came and gone
thanks for this misery, febuary

shavira's birthday updates

whatta gorgeous cake:9

helaw guys! jadi aku mau cerita nih tentang buzzdaynya shavira:3

jadi tuh ya pas ulangtahun si shavi sama sekali gak dikerjain gitu cuma mau dikasih surprise cake aja. pas kita lagi nyiapin lilin didepan kelas *BRAK* pintu kebuka.............

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"

yang tertawa adalah shavira
kue ini untuk shavira
jadi....FAILED!!!!!!!!!!

akhirnya kita dengan emosi membabi buta ngegaplak shavira pake kue yang lutu nan enak ini:') dan shavira pun berubah jadi coklaaaat

whatta birthday rite:p
xoxo

Nindash<3

MATI LAMPU!!!!-_-

jadi sore ini kencana loka mati lampu. oke ini gapenting. tp fyi aja kencana loka itu jarang mati lampu loh!!!-_-

gede benge kakinya-_-
blow the candles out, seems like a solo tonite~
of course the snacks still reachable BAHAHA:p
weiiiiirdo ._.

don't let the darkness stop you:')
xoxo

Nindash

:')

the only thing that make me believe that you're real:')

my room, from fisheye's perspective

WELCOME:3
my bed's vision
my messy corner<=P
books

this is my favorite place:) what's yours?
xoxo,

Nindash

MY FISHEYEEE!

after wait for years, my fisheye arrivedddd to my house SAFELY\:D/

sorry for that weird girl, i have no idea -_-V

things came up suddenly and made me a lil bit fckup. or maybe SOOOOO FCKUP!!!!!!! but just let everything flow. think positively:')

keep holding on:')
xoxo,

nindash

2.27.2012

FCKOFF

you asked me to come back with those promises, promises that you'll change, promise that it'll be forever, promise that we can make it works once again.

and all that i did these days was try to believe in you. and when i DO, you came up with those fuckin statements that made me crazier.

you said that it'll works
you said that you'll change
you said it'll lasts forever
but why?:'''''

2.26.2012

UPDATES!!!!

HELLAW B-)

after like 27days trying to achieved all of my resolutions, i finally broke it:'
HUAAAAAA:'
resolusi februari gue hancur sudah.............

happiness can come from everything; even from a jumping creature:)
xoxo

Nindash<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MATE{}

Happy 17th Buzzday Shavira Ramadhanneswari<=P

jadi hari ini 27 Februari 2012, shavira ulangtahun loh! IYA!

  • shavira yang selalu dibiadabin
  • shavira yang selalu ngehibur gue kalo galau:') *sampe mainin gitar buat gue segala*
  • shavira yang idungnya....ehem
  • shavira yang tidak pernah marah:')
  • shavira rendah hati dan tidak sombong
  • shavira yang rajin minum susu tiap pagi:')
  • shavira yang selalu sampe disekolah jam 6, bahkan sebelum pintu dibuka
  • shavira yang duduk tepat dibelakangku
  • shavira yang rajin ngerjain tugas
  • shavira yang suka dadah dadah pas presentasi agama
  • shavira yang jayus
  • shavira yang gak ngerti dimana titik lucunya 9gag
  • shavira yang keliatannya gaul padahal............
  • shavira yang jago jadi sales
  • shavira yang (katanya) udah bukan belieber lagi:'3
  • shavira yang mau kerja dibank
  • shavira yang selalu bawa bekal
  • shavira yang gakbisa dikelitikin....
  • shavira yang sangat lovable unyumunyuinyiminyi
  • shavira yang selalu ngerti perasaan gue:')
  • shavira dengan 1000 kata bijaknya
  • shavira dengan 1000000000000 jayusannya.........
iya teman teman. shavira yang ituloh:') jadi aku mau ngasih ribuan birthday wishes buat shavira!:D
  1. semoga shavira diberi ketabahan yang lebih untuk menghadapi kita semua O:)
  2. semoga shavira sembuh dari segala marabahaya (re: kejayusannya)
  3. semoga shavira makin rajin dan kurus dan  tinggi (SENENG DEH LO)
  4. semoga shavira diberi banyak rejeki sehingga babinyu dibagi
  5. semoga shavira selalu strong menghadapi hidup ini
  6. semoga shavira makin lancar main gitarnya
  7. semoga shavira makin sesuatu kaya syahrini
  8. semoga shavira menemukan sosok pria idaman ala jack london tahun ini:')
  9. semoga shavira bisa selalu ada buat gue:')
  10. semoga shavira tetep gakpernah marah
  11. semoga shavira..........dapet banyak hal yang lebih baik dari tahun lalu
  12. semoga ktp shavira cepet jadi
  13. semoga shavira bisa kedufan diumur ke-17 ini
  14. semoga shavira sembuh dari segala ketakutannya
  15. semoga shavira bisa beli wonderstruck
  16. semoga 'taman shavira'-nya cepet jadi
  17. wish you all the best pokonya yah.............
thankyou so much for all the hugs, the loves, the laughs and the happiness that you shared<3 you mean a lot for me shaviiiiiiiii{} sorry for a lil bit bully-ing you sometimes. but, yaa know. it's because i love you!!!:') *jeger*

kita semua sayang sama shavira dan bakal selalu ada buat shavira!:D<3

happy birthday tayang:3

TODAY!<=D

so today i'm having a beautiful day with my lil family:3



we went to BSD plaza to watch this SUPERRRRR movies called 'GHOST RIDER 2' and 'THIS MEANS WAR'

1, Ghost Rider 2
COOOL! even better than the first one! unexpected ending, gilaaaaaa gokil banget memacu adrenalin(?) cuma sayangnya......moureunya mati:' tapi overall, settingnya kuwl benge. efeknya juga beuhbeuhbeuh! THUMBS UP!!

2. This Means War
AAAAAAAAAA SPEECHLESS!!! CAN'T BREATHE!!! TOLONGGG!!!! chris pine stole my heart, once again. mulai dari Just my Luck(2006), star trek(2008), unstoppable(2010) and now THIS MEANS WAAR PUHLEAAASE :'D sebenernya ceritanya standard comedy action tapi chris pinenya itu SE-SU-A-TU!<3

oke sekian hari ini. hope you guys had a good day too:)
xoxo,

ninda

2.25.2012

yesterday~


hello palsss! yesterday was a suppa tiring day -_- because i went to many places just in a day. tapi sebelum pergi futu futu dulu yeaa~

Destinations:

  • STC (senayan trade center)
  • Mangga dua
  • Pasar Baru
  • Pasar Cikini
  • Sevel Menteng
aaaaaand i bought new stuffs!
  1. A chiffon blouse, picture above (AM I DREAMIIIING?:'D)
  2. A short pants
  3. A new notebook
CUTE<3

and dunno why, this is my favorite shuz, like forever<3
thanks, @AdorableProject

life is something that worth fighting for:)
xoxo,

Ninda

what happened?!

the result of my sickness, my sacrifice, my works

20kgs

i'm perfectly changed. less than a year♥

2.23.2012

me as an unpointed woman

kadang gue seuka ngerasa weird dengan pertanyaan kaya....
"lo suka film apa?"
"lo suka band apa? lagu apa? genre apa?"
"lo suka baca buku apa?"
"hobi lo ngapain?"

because.............i can't answer.

dalam hidup gue, gue selalu belajar untuk mencoba apapun dan gakpernah merasa menyesal karna nganggep itu suatu pengalaman. dan kalo ditanya 'kalo lo dikasih kesempatan muter waktu mau kemana?' gue.........gakmau kemana mana actually:| gue takut hidup gue gak seamazing ini kalo gue ulang lagi:')

anyway back to the topic
mungkin karna gue orangnya moody, gue jd terlihat gak berpendirian. actually, GAK GITUUUUUU:| gue menyukai semua hal didunia ini. tapi yaaa sesuai keadaan juga. masaiya disaat gue galau gue mau dengerin lagu dangdut kan gakmungkin.......everything happened for a reason dan kita harus menghadapinya CONDITIONALLY. dan menurut gue gak ada orang yang bisa dipegang kata katanya karna semuanya bisa berubah bahkan dalam hitungan detik.

tapi gue ngerasa gue bukan gak berpendirian, hanya terlalu openminded:$ bayangin aja gue bisa denger lagu love song versi four year strong and yet love the other version by sara bareilles yang jelas jelas sangat bertolak belakang. daaaaan gue bisa aja nonton film horor macem paranormal activity dan lalu nonton glee. gue bukan gakbisa berjalan disatu arah doang, tp gue cuma membuka diri gue buat hal hal amazing lainnya:)

soooo, buat readers yg mungkin kaya gue....jangan berkecil hati ya kawan:D we're not that weird hihihihi

xoxo,
ninda

2.20.2012

my sorry(s)

so hello there:')

sorry i broke your heart like after 32months of togetherness. just if you can change 'that' attitude, maybe we still together rite naw. but unfortunately you won't change.

actually it's hard for me first. but i have to go on. you don't wnt me anymore. and it hurts. i can't be with you.

i know that you still love me, i know that you're trying. but everythung you did these days can make everything look better. it's not enough to cure this heart.

so thankyou:') so sorry for everything. thank you for gave me more than enough:') it's so much to say.

2.19.2012

another memorable day:D



fag yuh both!!!щ(ºДºщ)

soooooo today i'm havin another happiness with my pals @Fasjuw and @edoughs @ sarpino's pizzeria teras kota:D actually we finished our task. and laughing just because they disturb my photossss>:o

actually happiness is really around you:)

and i learned to be a so-much-better person, no matter what happen:D and God please just guide me to the rite way where i can feel happiness and painless<3

2.18.2012

welcoming the new mee!





new life!

the hardest part of this year, but i have to move forward:')
thanks for those who supports me no matter what happen:')

for the pigs and kangaroo, you guys rock my days:"D love you guys more than anythinggggg{}
and for you, the one that got away, if we meant to be, we'll be:)

bismillah, i'll be fine:)

goodbye

thankyou for the sun and storm
for all the happiness and sadness
you taught me more than enough.
i have nothing to say but a THANKYOU:')

2.07.2012

YOU:p

for him♥

it's not about the time we spent together
it's not about the memories we made
it's not about the mistakes we learnt
it's not about the happiness we had
it's not about something that we can get from another man/girl

but
 it's about the feelings we shared

i love you dear, through everything:')

2.03.2012

page 35 of 366

i believe that you love me, i believe that you'll never leave.

but what happened with you tday?:'O

2.02.2012

Hola February, be mine

wishlist
  • Be a really better person for me, my boyf, my family, my friends and my customers ♥
  • get more incomes
  • no remedials ♥
  • 55kg PLEASE:')

life updates

here's a fast update of my life from december until january;)

  • FINALLY! got my own ID card;) (ugh, too lazy to post it sorry:p)
  • have a new shop called @MerchShopID. visit THIS
  • 31months with my absurd baby<3
  • have lot of cool upside down moments with my lil family:3
  • really happy with my life now. the best that i had eveeeer!
  • getting more buzzzzzzzzy. huft #:|
at last, just wanna say thanks for everything you gave me,god

and THANK YOU SO MUCH, for those who keep loving me until this second. really appreciate the supports, kisses, hugs, and loves:')

and KBYE GO TO HELL PLEASE for those who threw me away and hate me. y'all gonna regret it, so sorry cause no second chance HAHA

bye folks