a lill conversation with Mrs. Asmaniar in my class several days ago, made me really afraid. and the fucking point is: i can't stop thinking of it :'(
'tadi ibu pikir pacar angga itu kamu del. tapi ternyata anggi'
'yah ibu sama gamau sama anak satu sekolah sama beda sekolah maunya'
'emang pacar adel kelas berapa?'
'kelas 3 sma bu'
terus bu asmaniar ketawa kenceng kenceng. adel cengo, apalagi gue. kenapasih emangnya?
'buat apa kamu nemenin anak kelas 3? bentar lagi mereka kuliah. sibuk. jangan harap mereka bakal mikirin kamu. mereka gabakal mau lagi nemenin anak kecil. apalagi kalo anaknya kaya si manda tuh masih manja (gue lgsg nge-freeze) hiii mana mau mereka. mereka pasti bakal sibuk dan cari cewek lain disana. biar gampang hubunginnya'
anjir............................................................
i believed that he isn't that kinda boy. that could leave me easily and find another girl. i know he isn't. but i can't forget that words. i'm not ready if that things happen. i really not........
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