every human being have their own right to love and dislove something. but sometimes what we love is what will give us pain in the future. maybe it's kinda God's test for us. maybe God wanna ask us how much love we have for them
i just think when he left me it means he love me, it means God gimme chance to show him how i can't stand wihout him and how he means to me. cause even he hurts me a lot last nite, i dunno why, i still believe in all of his words. cause without his words, i feel like i'm so meanless and his words turned me from nothing into something.
he isn't a wrong guy. if you want to know who's wrong here that's me. i can't imagine oh how stupid am i? i regret all the things i did *even it was an accident* i regret all the things that i made, i regret everything that happened in my life. i dunno i just can't make it works without him.
if he thought i'm not good enough, he's rite at all. but if he said that i don't love him, he's wrong at all. i love him more than everything
i have a faith that one day you'll know that i'm the only one who can love you this much and you'll come back to me :') and if you read it, i hope you can imagine how ruined my life now
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