if u open this, u miss me :">

#DearRangga

i never feel this regret:"( ini saat yg paling aku sesali dihidup aku rang. karna ini pertama kalinya aku ngerasa kehilangan seseorang yg bener2 aku sayang dan aku butuhin dihidup aku. AKU NYESEL RANG. aku SUPERNYESEL:"( aku gabakal kaya gini lagi....... aku janji rang aku bakal berubah demi kamu:"( balik ke aku rang ayo balik:"(

:')

HAPPY (failed) ANNIVERSARY RANGGA:') thanks for this AMAZING SUPPA COOL 19th months u gave me :"> i love u, would u love me too?:")

hurt lyrics

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you 

i miss you, desperately

rangga, GOTCHA AGAIN. u read this, you miss me huh?

i miss you so much bi :" i can't wait the time i'll show u that i can be what u want :") wait for me darling, i love you:*

how it feels: fall for u

i never done ur tasks b efore. i just did half of them and gave up. i made u as a place to complains........ i'm really sorry, i know i was wrong. but hey, i'm promise this' the new me. this' my afraidnesses:

1. u  meet another girl and fell in love with her
2. u forget about me and lose all of ur feelings

i won't it all happens................................

i'll fall for u

hey blog long time no see. know what? he broke me up. just because something that i really can't accept. and i didn't beg him just like i usually did. because he wants me to be silent and do my task. my task: be slimmy. and that'll earn 'oh-so-long-time' but nononono i'm not letting him to date someone else. i HAVE to be slimmy in at least 2WEEKS. oh god i'm so afraid any girls come to him and got him, it'll drives me so crazy, GOD, I-WANT-HIM-BACK. i'm doin' what he wants now. PLEASE GIVE HIM BACK.................

and for u honey, GOTCHA. u read it. and u know now that u miss me. u can't lie darling, i know u still love me:') CAUSE U OPEN THISSSSSS teehee >:)

How It Feels: give someone we love at most A REVENGE:)

it's not an evil revenge. it's about HOW TO REPLY HIS KINDNESS

pasti kalian pernahlah ya jatuh cinta sm seseorang yang selalu kasih kalian kebahagiaan. pernah gaksih kita mikir gimana rasanya dia ngasih itu semua ke kita? pasti gapernah yakan? gue jg gitu awalnya, tp skrg gue udah sadar. kebaikan harus dibayar kebaikan. pengorbanan harus dibayar pengorbanan. dan disaat itu lo berhasil bikin dia bahagia.

sekarang gue udah gamau lagi peduli sm apa yg dia lakuin. kalo dia seneng ya kenapa engga? bukannya cinta itu melihat yang dicintai bahagia? wlpn kita ditampar, ditendang, dijatuhin, dibuang, asal itu bikin dia bahagia kenapa engga? bukannya dulu mereka ngelakuin yg sama ke kita?

gua cuma coba nyadarin; kehadiran seseorang baru terasa kalo orang itu gaada, mungkin disaat kita bertindak seenaknya ke mereka, mereka yg nangis. tp disaat mereka gaada dan semuanya udah sangat terlambat, kita yg bakal nangis karna semua penyesalan. kita gapernah tau apa yang bakal terjadi bsk:')

I'd rather hurt and die than see you turning ur face back from me