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8.31.2010

#septemberwish

  • wanna pass my 15th monthsaries however the way it is! :')
  • wanna make a lil surprise that gonna change his mind *psst it's my own secret*
  • GONNA HAVE A LOTTA MONEY FROM IDUL FITRI $_$
  • make a notebook *starting to need it, worth than laptop*
  • use english more and more more on my day
  • get white roses u,u
  • 4 PM  get best appreciate
  • wanna wake up and realize that everything never changed :')
much thing i want. but simple ways to get them. ready? HELLO SEPTEMBER :)

ps: rihanna shines eminem's 'I LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE' i prefer to hear rihanna's parts, really!

#DearAugust

yeah it's 31st of august 2010. ganyangka ternyata 2010 itu berjalan sejauh ini :)

well, as you know. every moths i'll write my own resolutions here. and here it's :D
  • i wanna pass my 14th mnths anniversary with goodness. no pains, no tears. just smile and laugh. i wanna fix everything, i don't wanna make any mistakes. i just wanna be with him in the peace, nothing gonna make me leave him. i'll be with him through whatever :')
  • i wanna pass my fasting well. please make the devils away God!!!!!
  • i wanna pass my school jobs with goodmark. i don't wanna get bad score even for once! i wanna give my mom and dad the best. i wanna show them that this life is what i wanted and i can live it well. i don't wanna waste their money. i'm not a child anymore :D
  • i want macbook ^^v
  • i wanna have a better friendship with them my lovely girls :')
i did my plans but not in a maximum work. so i failed at all. hm-_-"

8.29.2010

well, we're back :D

AGAIN.

ya don't ask me why we can break up that often. i dunno. i just know that we're seperated than we feel something lost and then here we go again.

well, nothing gonna change my love for you. really.

8.28.2010

how come?

i never know how to say goodbye
i never know how to make a farewell
i never know how to forget someone
i never know how to stop thinking something

so how can i let you go?

really true!

HOTTEST LOVE HAS COLDEST END

8.21.2010

part 3! :)

Cinta itu ada disaat kita percaya :)

Cinta itu ada seiring berjalannya waktu, bahkan kita tidak bisa menyadarinya

Perasaan itu tidak bisa ditahan atau dihentikan, perasaan itu tumbuh untuk diungkapkan :)

Tidak ada cinta yang sempurna, yang ada cuma cinta yang menyempurnakan kita :)

Kamu emang bukan yang terbaik, tp setidaknya km bisa memperbaiki aku :')

Walaupun hubungan kita bukan hubungan seperti yang diinginkan semua orang, dan kamu bukan orang sepeti yang diidam idamkan semua cewek, tp kita udah gak perlu mereka. Kita punya dunia kita sendiri :')

Aku gak perlu kamu buat jalanin ini semua, aku perlu hati kamu dan otak kamu :')

Aku emang bukan lagi orang yang kamu butuhin tapi coba flashback bukannya aku selalu ada? :')

Aku bukan putri dari negri dongeng, aku juga bukan peri peri di buku cerita, aku cuma ninda. Tapi aku bukan cuma sayang sama kamu. Aku juga peduli sm km :')

Mungkin aku gapunya apa apa buat dikasih ke kamu, tp aku punya rasa sayang paling besar buat kamu! :')

Aku tanpa kamu kaya aku tanpa perut endutku :3

Aku percaya sama kamu kaya aku percaya sama diaryku :3 *yaaa taukan seberapa percayanya*

Dari semua yang ada, cuma km yang bisa bikin aku kaya skrg ini :')

part 2! :)

The day we met is the day full of smiles. Seeing your face can restore my energy :)

When you smiled at me I can't feel anything. Your smile is so.....cute! No one can smile like the way you do

Your words fulfilled my day :')

#second poems

without you

a day without you like a day without eat
i feel something missing
it gimme a big stomachache
and it gimme pain everywhere

a day without you like a day without sleep
tired, exhausted, wanna die
i feel there's nothing left in my soul
that's just me, my body and my tired-ness

a day without you like a day without love
feeling so meanless and breathless
like nobody care
like no more happiness left