Ciao!

3.09.2012

feelin' blue

keep singin sad songs, keep singin our songs. dunno what to do
i'm all alone, and i'm nothing.

feelin so sad
like there's a big hole in your heart.
and it makes me keep on crying and keep on blaming myself.

no more someone to call everytime when i need to talk.
no more someone who'll hear my childish-ness
no more someone who'll rub my hair and tell how cute i am when i act like a baby
no more someone who'll say a good morning and a goodnite

okay i can't be this weak girl anymore. i gotta be strong................:')

thankyou(s)

thankyou for shared me 1/6 of your life:)
thankyou for gave me everything you can
thankyou to always be there whenever i need you
thankyou for taught me things that no one else can't teach
thankyou for gave me more than happiness, comfortable and love
thankyou for spent all your time with me
thankyou for the surprises and gifts
thankyou for made me ever feel that special and important
thankyou for made me found out that actually 'nothing really lasts forever'
thankyou for accompanied me during the dark times
dunno..... just so speechless:')

don't you think i'm totally happy here, dude. i feel the same way too. but........ i just don't think that you can be better:') i won't believe in people too much anyway..... i just realized that everyone that comes will leave us soon. it's my bad for loving you too much. i know i'm sucha fool for think that it'll works.

just take care of yourself there:') you deserved someone better, kay? make everyone around you proud. be tough, be a better person:')

just.......thankyou for everything:') it means a lot for me.............

xoxo,

nindash